Troubled life

Dear Astrology Room

I am a cancerian born on 12.07.1077. My life has been in such trouble, will this end soon? i cannot handle the axes any more and no mater how much I try I feel like I am blocked. My luck is completely blocked!

Thanks

Natali

Dear Natali

I'm sorry to hear of your troubles and your feeling that everything is blocked in your life.  I think this is due to the current influence of Pluto in your opposite sign of Capricorn opposing your natal sun. It feels as if everything you do is frustrated by events or other people. As much as you want change, and to shift time forward a few notches, nothing is moving. Yet, there is an underlying transformation going on. This is a long-term influence and you will eventually find you can break free from family restrictions and the expectations of others, but it will take time, it's not an overnight or radical transformation. You must take steps to make it happen too.

On a speedier note, you may also have felt sucked in the mud over the past six months or so due to Jupiter's influence in your chart. It has a woken you to both a sense that 'life isn't fair' and you can't have what you truly want without a struggle, but also that luck is not at all on your side. Yet, Jupiter's luck works both ways. So if you've had bad times you're soon going to have good times. As Jupiter is now moving forward again, eventually crosses the cusp into Gemini in the early summer, and livening up your natal Venus in Gemini (and possibly the moon, but I don't have your time of birth so the moon may not be in Gemini) things will be brighter, more beautiful, more achievable. But you must believe it's possible for it to happen. The the sense of being blocked will then turn to a sense of yourself blossoming into life again.

I wish you a wonderful 2012, don't give up on your desires or dreams, they are within your grasp.

Sarah